the strange thing is that with the link to this message I see my profile enricodaxem, but from https://wordpress.com/log-in/
it says user does not exist, but I see the page that I am logged! and the email is the right one, double checked. Tried with firefox and chrome browser. Cache deleted.
Additionally Jetpack from my website dashboard says:
Brute force attack protection
98,601
Blocked malicious login attempts.
Seems I am in trouble.