Google can't see my site – since 3 months

Can we have your site URL please.

Sorry, but I almost quite!
My site is:
https://www.sailingantarctica.com

Google is indexing your site as seen here.

I have noticed that too.. I got rid of Yoast for a bit because while I do see my site be indexed, I have noticed and ran an experiment, with some articles, with similar wording in the title and description, it should have been in the first page, sometimes it isn’t ranked at all. How come most pages that have YOAST rank on the first page in google. Also my page isn’t being ranked at all in bing.